i am comfortable in my position now in medicine. life is busy, i've been training hard, it's hard to organise events, people can be bastards, i've watched more R(A) films than ever before, and unsurprisingly, i don't feel particularly corrupted. i think censorship is overrated. jonathan is in brunei and i'm waiting for him to return and soon attend his ceremony in january. haven't met up with cherie in ages, much less the overseas folk. saw xingzhe a few times, i wish he still had apple cheeks. other than that, nothing much to say. miss you all.